I graduate high school in seven days.

I move to Ash Grove, MO with my boyfriend, Neil [link] in ten days.

I'm so anxious.

I've been trying to pack, but can't.

Neil was laughing at me earlier tonight because I did the typical 'woman' thing when trying to pack...

example: what do you think I'll need? should I bring this? do we need these? I don't want to bring too much...but we might need this at some point..

Apparently I was really funny. *shrugs*

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My moods were pretty bad for the past week, but they've been easing up this week, thankfully. The last thing I need is to be depressed during my last week of high school.

I'm more in a nervous/tense/psycho mood than anything.

I keep trying to imagine exactly what things are going to be like where we're going to be living. Trying to imagine all that we're going to do and how wonderful things are going to be.

This has to be extremely unhealthy considering the chances are slim of all that I'm dreaming of is actually going to come true.

I'm still apprehensive about quite a few things, but I suppose all that I need to reassure me will come in time if it's meant to be.

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I may not be posting a whole lot for a while seeing that I'll have limited computer access, but I'll do what I can given the circumstances.

Wish me luck!

,
tawnee.